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Recap of May.   
10:59am 08/05/2006
 
mood: flirty
-I got engaged to the most wonderful boy
-Nine Inch Nails is on the 30th
-I turn 18
-I move out of my parents house
-I move in with Jordan and Shayna
-I get a car (hopefully)

and...
I graduate from high school!

All I can say is that this has been a wonderful month.		  
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Wonderful Evening...   
10:59pm 07/05/2006
 
mood: loved
music: Converge- Heaven In Her Arms
Last night was so much fun.

I got off work and went to Jordan's house. We played around for a bit and decided to do something fun. Which I am not mentioning.
We ended up hanging out upstairs at Jordan's brothers apartment and just having a good time. Ty, Rhiannon, Katie, Larry, Zach, Sonya, and lots of others were there. We just hung out and cuddled for a long time on Katie and Larry's bed. All of us cuddled. I was a little bit drunk and on other substances, so we were having alot of fun.
Larry was getting tattooed by Nick and Jordan got down on one knee and proposed to me. Of course I said yes! So he was down on one knee and I was hugging him and Rhiannon was like, "OH MY GOD, OH MY GOD!" It took everyone a couple of minutes to register what happened, but Rhiannon. Larry was happy because Jordan hasn't been this happy in so long.

I can honestly say: Steve asked me to marry him and I never gave him a clear answer. I hated him so much, but I dated him for so long because it was habbit. With Jordan, I am so happy and in love that I could spend the rest of my life with him. Waking up next to him is the most wonderful feeling and it is something I love doing. When he has to go home or I have to leave his house, it is so hard. I hate it. At first I always thought I wanted someone like Jordan, but it turns out all I ever wanted was him.		  
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Ahh...its love.   
11:02am 05/05/2006
 
mood: blah
music: Elliott Smith.
I never thought that I would ever be able to be with him. I had a crush on him for three years and now we are together. I have liked him since the first time I met him.

I remember it clear as day: I went to a dance with a good friend of mine and he was there. She went to a charter school, so no one was used to seeing someone like me. I guess it was the purple and pink hair, and me wearing combat boots and fishnet. Come on, we were young! I saw him and he was just adorable. Then we ended up having math together freshmen year, and we became best friends. I had such a crush on him, but I ended up dating this absusive, woman beating asshole for 3 years. If he would have just asked me out when we were freshmen, I probably wouldn't have had the problems I did.

My boyfriend and I stopped talking for about two years, mostly because he started dating a crazy psycho and I was still dating my other boyfriend. It killed me because we were so close.

And now we are together and I am so happy. I turn 18 soon and we are getting tattoos that symbolize forever. I have never been so happy in my life.

God, I love that boy.		  
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10:02pm 26/04/2006
 
mood: bored
music: Remembering Never
First entry.
What can I say?		  
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